Ohhhh mannnn. Thats so sweet. Well, since you typed it, i am not afraid to type it too. A bit malu but who cares. Its dedicated to you - only. Others, for example meiyen i know you are reading this don't blame me if your goosebumps fall off your arms. :D I know this is the internet and everyone can read but who cares. Its just a matter of time before everyone knows. :) Erm and please close the page if you are weak hearted. :)

Yes, i have updated my blog and its not the same post everytime you open this page. Every single second is spent thinking of you. Its not exaggerated, its true. My brain almost exploded thinking of you. I wish we have a year of holidays, so we can spend this one year together. i wish time would stop when i'm with you. I used to think that its all cliches, but now it just makes sense. Despite the uncertainty between us sometimes, we still... Ok i dunno how to complete the sentence. I started because i thought uncetainty fits and kinda links.

Anyway, you dunno how glad i am for the enlightenment. I am so glad! [the understatement of the century!] Reading novels used to be just... another love story. But now, every novel reminds me of us. Even breaking dawn. Only without the supernatural and the jacob part. You know.

I am the luckiest girl on earth. I am the happiest girl on earth. It feels like i own everything on earth. Sometimes a surge of unreal-ness will just come. You, sitting beside me, talking, laughing, you, looking at me, you, knowing you are mine. Gosh did i just write that?!

I hope these will stay forever. I don't know how i can survive without you being part of my life. Everyday will just be blank. Blank like a white paper, blank like the black hole. Blank like travelling at 2000km/h on a highway.

You are just you; you don't have to be anyone else, you don't have to act like anyone else to make me like you more. Its virtually impossible to like you even more. Its already at its max, and i don't see it sloping down.

A million words cant describe how i feel, and it will never. You just have to be me to experience it. I hope this is not a dream. If its a dream, i don't want to wake up forever. I want memories of us to be forever in my mind. Not a single part is forgotten. Okay only remember the good parts.

I wish tomorrow will come sooner. I wish the trip from interchange to school will take eternity. I wish bio lesson will take up all the time in the world, only without the teachings. I wish there will be no more after school lessons. I wish there will be no night time. I wish I get free unlimited outgoing calls. I wish there are teleporters. [and the list goes on.... ........ ............]

Although it seem exaggerated, but i mean every single word i wrote. :)

I will never get tired of bananas. :)