They come they go. On monday another fucking 6 people coming. My house is not that huge is accomodate a fucking 11 people at a single time okay. And exams are just on thursday. And they are fucking gonna spend hari raya here. Which means they were be here during exams. And we will be squeezing for at least three nights. How fucking annoying can it get? My house is not a bloody hotel for god's sake and you don't even fucking feel embarrassed with so many people coming. What the fuck is wrong with this world??
Major explosion. I am fucking pissed.
Nothing can describe how i feel. You have to be me to know it.
I fucking hate this. Taking advantage huh? Go fucking stay in a hotel, suckers.
And i had just only started studying. I hate myself. I am so bloody dumb and i can't even feel the urge to study. There's something wrong with me. So many things, so many. I think i am going to fall very sick after exams. All those things suppressing, all letting out at once. Its gonna be disaster. You don't know how annoying it is to hear everyone talking about exams, exams, studying, studying. That's why singapore will be the last place i would want to live when i grow up. Fuck the world, fuck my life. Everything is going horribly wrong. I am so gonna screw up my EOY. I am gonna be retained. The pressure!!!! Fuck every single fucking person.
My life is going out of track again.
Its a mistake. I shouldn't even be here.
Nobody's home.
I couldn't tell you
Why she felt that way
She felt it everyday
And i couldn't help her
I just watched her make the same mistakes again
